Friday, August 31, 2018

the importunate ones


by bofa xesjum




we just started - i can’t handle this
don’t make me put this paper down
just for a thrill

every day i’ve got the blues
you said that before
but i loved the sound of the rain

you were always thrill crazy, doris that’s why i wanted you to stay away from millicent
go away, kid, you bother me



that was my grandpa’s solution to everything
i know i am repeating myself
but can’t you see i’m busy

no, how was i supposed to know?
you never gave me a chance
never gave me a chance to show what i could do

you should have spoken up
because every day i had the blues
i had dreams once

thrilling, indescribable dreams
such as no one ever had before
put that paper down and listen to me

i was always told to go away and stop bothering people
but i craved excitement
oh, forget you ever knew me!

but i loved the sound of the rain
it is so easy to forget
and that, really, is all there is to it



Wednesday, August 29, 2018

when we returned to the old house...


by bofa xesjum



we found that it had been converted into a condominium
most of the units of which were yoga studios

because ignorance is a frail base for virtue
a frail base for virtue indeed
i must have walked the streets until after midnight

the streets i so loved and feared
what did i come here for?
he was looking at me with bright beady eyes

they were horribly afraid of him
but i did not sink under my torments
i felt the same horrible anticipation

the poor are generous with their things
knowledge of nature is only half the task
he kept looking at me with bright beady eyes

i was down on the program for one number
you know i’m absurdly in love
knowledge of nature will only take you so far

here you are at last!
i am down for only one number
what did i come here for?

“i blame no one… i take full responsibility”

ignorance is a frail base for virtue
i walked the streets until it began to rain

i was hopelessly in love
he kept his bright beady eyes on me the whole time
the temptation was too strong

they were all afraid of him
their ignorance did not protect them
and the temptation was too strong


sources: the time machine, by h g wells; the island of dr moreau, by h g wells; “a haunted house” by virginia woolf; three lives, by gertrude stein; the thirty-nine steps, by john buchan; “the black monk”, by anton chekhov; confessions of an english opium-eater, by thomas de quincey; rasselas, by samuel johnson; ”the dilettante”, by edith wharton; a vindication of the rights of women, by mary wollstonecraft; autobiography of an ex-colored man, by james weldon johnson; up from slavery, by booker t washington; adventures of tom sawyer, by mark twain