Showing posts with label temptation and anticipation. Show all posts
Showing posts with label temptation and anticipation. Show all posts

Monday, September 3, 2018

you can come in if you like, the woman said...


by bofa xesjum



but i am sure everything is changed
the whole place was renovated a few years ago…

you must have walked the streets until after midnight
but here you are at last!
knowledge of nature will get you through every time

i did not sink under my torments
but did feel a horrible anticipation
the poor are generous, and sometimes keep gerbils as pets


you look wonderful!
those torments never had a chance against you
a gerbil is different from a hamster, i am told

even poor people have time on their hands these days
and are horribly afraid of being kidnapped by demons
what did i come here for?

my tormentor was outwardly a civilized gentleman
i was down on the program for one number
don juan on the caravan to nowhere

the temptation was too strong for poor juan
and he wrapped his soul in brown paper
wondering why he had been born

“if nature had a balance, it would not be nature”

he intoned with his bright beady eyes looking into mine
you know i am absurdly in love

what are you so afraid of?
knowledge of nature is only half the task
here you are at last!

i realize you are feeling a horrible anticipation
as we all do every day and night of our lives
we are all absurdly in love


sources: the time machine, by h g wells; the island of dr moreau, by h g wells; “a haunted house” by virginia woolf; three lives, by gertrude stein; the thirty-nine steps, by john buchan; “the black monk”, by anton chekhov; confessions of an english opium-eater, by thomas de quincey; rasselas, by samuel johnson; ”the dilettante”, by edith wharton; autobiography of an ex-colored man, by james weldon johnson; up from slavery, by booker t washington; adventures of tom sawyer, by mark twain


Wednesday, August 29, 2018

when we returned to the old house...


by bofa xesjum



we found that it had been converted into a condominium
most of the units of which were yoga studios

because ignorance is a frail base for virtue
a frail base for virtue indeed
i must have walked the streets until after midnight

the streets i so loved and feared
what did i come here for?
he was looking at me with bright beady eyes

they were horribly afraid of him
but i did not sink under my torments
i felt the same horrible anticipation

the poor are generous with their things
knowledge of nature is only half the task
he kept looking at me with bright beady eyes

i was down on the program for one number
you know i’m absurdly in love
knowledge of nature will only take you so far

here you are at last!
i am down for only one number
what did i come here for?

“i blame no one… i take full responsibility”

ignorance is a frail base for virtue
i walked the streets until it began to rain

i was hopelessly in love
he kept his bright beady eyes on me the whole time
the temptation was too strong

they were all afraid of him
their ignorance did not protect them
and the temptation was too strong


sources: the time machine, by h g wells; the island of dr moreau, by h g wells; “a haunted house” by virginia woolf; three lives, by gertrude stein; the thirty-nine steps, by john buchan; “the black monk”, by anton chekhov; confessions of an english opium-eater, by thomas de quincey; rasselas, by samuel johnson; ”the dilettante”, by edith wharton; a vindication of the rights of women, by mary wollstonecraft; autobiography of an ex-colored man, by james weldon johnson; up from slavery, by booker t washington; adventures of tom sawyer, by mark twain